December 2010
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Skinny Love- Bon Iver
Come on skinny love just...
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On the metal steps of my stairs
I was an idiot to think that. Expectations might be limitless, but I hate them. I hate hope, untended to, it grows wild in the depths of my mind like a huge slumbering vine. That vine touches nerves, I find myself in a pleasant place, day-dream state. No function to my limbs, and at the beck and call of this sleepy, disappointing emotion. Expectations are really the only thing with no end. I...
Hit me like a brick. My parents were idiots and I was going to have to run away. Only fools run, you said. Who runs from fools, then?
I’m actually quite relieved to spend some of the summer indoors, with the stores air-con. Allowing my eyes to follow figures eating cookies from down the road. Or play games: How much would they have to pay me to fuck them? Girls in little dresses. You...
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underurskins asked: you were tagged cuse i usually get inspiration based on your texts, as i did on this one. and you don't know me, i'm just an ordinary follower from brazil :) ~
underurskins asked: you were tagged cuse i usually get inspiration based on your texts, as i did on this one. and you don't know me, i'm just an ordinary follower from brazil :) ~
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Heap
When I caught my cardigan on that fence and you laughed and said it was the sort of thing you would normally do. It was probably then. Or maybe when I would pretend to be asleep, to listen to you take great pains to be quiet. Then you’d trip over something. Because that’s definitely something I would do.
Right now, there are roughly 6,890,224,343 people in this world. To say someone...
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imeanitsfine asked: I realllly love your blog. c:
imeanitsfine asked: I realllly love your blog. c:
anewamericanclassic-deactivated asked: Still waiting on that nice long e-mail from my favorite New Zealander. New Zealander, is that the proper term? New Zealandite?
anewamericanclassic-deactivated asked: Still waiting on that nice long e-mail from my favorite New Zealander. New Zealander, is that the proper term? New Zealandite?
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Sepia [Oral]
Stated Use:
Bearing down sensation
Hot flushes with menopause
Indifferent to loved ones, very sad and irritable
Nausea in morning before eating
Homeopathy makes me feel a bit strange sometimes.
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Thur-Tee-Other-Days
Alarm goes off and I’m already up. BREAKING THE DAY. WATCHING THE SUNRISE. Get amongst it. Banana and a cigarette before six? Eurgh. That’s the noise I make.
Pain in my side like you settled underneath my ribs while I was sleeping. No rest for the wicked, and no dreams for me. I hold my own hands at night, creeping fingers over the bones there, the veins have never been felt so...
My mind right now: Stick figures going EEDLE-EEDLE-EEE. Skulling lukewarm coffee in an attempt to snap my neck back and be able to give customers advice on products like B12. Or Sharkilage. You can get placenta in capsules. No, really. That shit’s amazing apparently. Watching couples and taking my shoes off to feel the carpet through the holes in my socks.
I have no boring days. Things are...
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Awful Truths I May Have Denied
I heard my father knocking on my window, brunch with my brother before he left. I ran to check the door was locked, and sat on my kitchen bench. Swinging my feet until he left. All of my family in tow. Screaming younger siblings, and sister who maybe needed me. Still, I just watched my feet, the bones of my toes. Studied my knees, while the shadows of my fathers figure clambered all over my...
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Anonymous asked: where are you from?
Anonymous asked: where are you from?
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I want to make you sick.
Something I am uncomfortable with: Letting you fuck me, sound-less. With no intention of pleasuring me. What a waste.
Do you like your girls silent unless in pain? Were you stupid, or just selfish?
I just wore my teeth down a little bit more, in silent disagreement. Why would I put up with this? A staining of my insides. And all my self-respect came out bawling, as if I was sitting inside of...
dnnyca asked: typically when one stares into the camera and repetitively recites "I'm fantastic" people always tend to believe you.
dnnyca asked: typically when one stares into the camera and repetitively recites "I'm fantastic" people always tend to believe you.
contention asked: hope you're okay buddy.
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Don't talk so much.
Ok, so what?
Filter makes my late-night habit taste like a salad spilled in my bag. Something for breakfast, in the wind of the park. And you standing with your back to it. Another day started in the afternoon, with the girl from last night present in the way my hair sticks up at the back. The girl with the bright eyes, skinny-girl smile. No insult could suck the comfort from my frame, then. Me...
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contention asked: hope you're okay buddy.
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What, though?
I don’t know how to feel. I wish I had. But no that’s wrong, surely. All my pasts and presents, all this building up to this age and this mind set and this dialogue of ideals and I felt that I was growing up and building my intelligence but then a flood of hormones, like the running of bulls. And I’m happy now, so what the hell. Why the hell.. Oh my gosh how much sense am I...
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Was I alone for three seconds?
“I don’t think I could date a guy who wore skinny jeans.” “Nah I like my guys emaciated as. Looking like they’re about to keel over in the street. And wearing pants that look painted out. Yeah, bones.”
And me, smelling like raspberry sorbet. Don’t act like that’s not appealing. I’d cleanse your palate if you’d let me.
Aha, back to...
anewamericanclassic-deactivated asked: So should I come to New Zealand, or will you meet me here in the States?
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Gallery Piece - Of Montreal
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Why-so-lution
It’s that time of year again.. That time when I start to look at the mess that is my room and feel a slight distaste for myself building at the base of my neck. And that time when I strip down to my underwear to wrestle a half-naked guy in a paddling pool while other clothed and fashionable people watch and jeer me on.
Oh no, wait. That’s not like me at all. What the fuck happened...
anewamericanclassic-deactivated asked: So should I come to New Zealand, or will you meet me here in the States?
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anewamericanclassic-deactivated asked: Well, where would we go?
anewamericanclassic-deactivated asked: Well, where would we go?
anewamericanclassic-deactivated asked: It seems like you get asked for marriage anonymously like once week. I think the next time it happens, I might just say it's me and steal someone's proposal
anewamericanclassic-deactivated asked: It seems like you get asked for marriage anonymously like once week. I think the next time it happens, I might just say it's me and steal someone's proposal
Anonymous asked: marry me?
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Anonymous asked: marry me?
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Naww worthy
You called my hair ‘autumnal’, everything you ever said had a poetic drawl to it. You never noticed, you called your words infantile. I loved every. Single. One. I remember you turning me to the light to pick the colours from my eyes. All I wanted then, was to look at yours. You had ocean eyes. Could dip myself into. When we met up, and you bent your head to the table. All I could...
